As I’m writing this I am in the pre-coffee stage of my morning, so I may be attempting more than I can handle. But I just wanted to share something. Nothing profound or earth-shattering, it’s just that I love when God makes crystal clear what he is trying to teach us.
Our church is kicking off a “40 Days of Community” campaign. It’s a follow-up to the “40 Days of Purpose” that we participated in last year. Basically it involves the entire congregation reading through a devotional book and meeting in small groups to discuss the book. The topic of each Sunday’s sermon will coincide with the topics we are reading about. The whole process lasts 6 weeks. Last week a woman from the church e-mailed me to invite me to join in the “20-somethings” small group. I had been wanting to join a bible study, and wanting to get more plugged in at church, so I agreed to join. The idea of the whole campaign is to learn that we cannot go through life alone. We need to stick together. A hard lesson for a self-proclaimed introvert, but I welcome the challenge.
On the way home from work Monday I was listening to Joyce Meyer and her sermon was about needing to be in fellowship with other believers. Be in community, she says. There is that word “community” again.
Tuesday I was having lunch and reading a book I’ve been digesting for quite some time now, “Addiction and Grace” by Gerald May. I am not the fastest reader, and the book is quite in depth, so I generally read two or three pages in one sitting. The heading on page two of Tuesday’s sitting was “Community.”
Okay, God, I got it. You are trying to teach me about community. I am not an island. I need to reach out and love others. It’s not all about me.
I mentioned the self-proclaimed introvert thing. It’s true, I am an introvert. I like my time alone. But I think I’ve come to like it too much. And I’ve admitted many times over that I don’t like people. I’ve never felt convicted about that until now. I shouldn’t say such things. Besides, it’s not true anymore. I feel like God is changing me in that area. I’m starting to enjoy people’s company, and I think that what I thought was dislike for them was actually fear. Fear of what? I have yet to learn that. God is still teaching me this lesson.